"The window's accusing the door of abusing the wall"

the title is from Norah Jones' "Be Here To Love Me".. I actually find most of her lyrics funny and eccentric...


Do i still believe in signs?
not road signs and not health signs... but, you know, your run-of-the-mill signs.. like seeing someone when you had totally forgotten about them... or running into someone where they're not supposed to be and thus uncovering a fact that was supposed to stay covered..
Sometimes -just sometimes- i consider myself very lucky when i get these signs.. and i like to believe that i receive them because am special and all... it's like when you stop _looking_ it just comes your way...

hmmmm.... what else?

i still miss development... Big time + 1.. the satisfaction i used to get when you get the correct output is really really unmatchable to any other pleasure... acknowledgement from humans is so good and all.. but to be acknowledged from a machine just feels "different"...

I have a wedding in 2 weeks.. i would've liked to go with someone.. i probably wont know ppl there too much, so i wanted to have my own "gang"..

In fact, in Du's engagement it actually felt a "little" good being single.. but it was only because i was surrounded with many many friends w keda and it was cooler that way..

anyway, no relationship talk.. i made my promise.. :)

If i would choose a time to re-live..... it would be the summer right after i graduated.. i had just graduated.. the variables were too many in my life.. i was _truly_ happy.. i was having my summer vacation and trying to figure out what to do with my life.. i was working on the Schlumberger Smart Card development contest, i went to Barcelona to attend their training workshop and managed to convince university sponsor half the costs ;) and i was having a truly good time.. i was doing most things i do for the first time...

i was young and foolish.. now am older but no wiser :)


lets keep more talk for another day.............

"and am feelin' the same way all over again" (Norah Jones)