Optimism (or blind faith in human nature!)

".....I have a history of making decisions very quickly about men. I have always fallen in love fast and without measuring risks. I have a tendency not only to see the best in everyone, but to assume that everyone is emotionally capable of reaching his highest potential. I have fallen in love more times than I care to count with the highest potential of a man, rather than with the man himself, and then I have hung on to the relationship for a long time (sometimes far too long) waiting for the man to ascend to his own greatness. Many times in romance I have been a victim of my own optimism."


~ quoted from "Eat, Pray, Love"


That has to be one of the best things I've read that describe me..

I'm Odd

My head begins to jingle
Most ev'ry time I nod
obviously, quite obviously I'm odd

Each Christmas I go fishing
to catch a Christmas cod
cause obviously, quite obviously, I'm odd

When I was just a kitten,
they'd said I'd be a gem
But now that I'm a Cheshire Cat
It's odd how odd I am

I own a feather pillow
but I slumber on the sod
cause obviously, quite obviously I'm odd

When I was just a kitten,
they'd said I'd be a gem
But now that I'm a cheshire cat
It's odd how odd I am

Most cat's have handsome whiskers
But me, I've got a beard
cause obviously, quite obviously I'm wierd


~ a deleted song from Disney's Alice in Wonderland

Why do you come here?

although I might get a couple of replies, I wont get YOUR reply..

I wish I could say all what I want to say.. all the hidden messages that i want to send but cant, all the warnings, the bets (especially the bets), the talks..

but I can't.


... or is it that I don't care? :)

Self-obsessed Introspection

A Prayer

3endi se2a feek :)

I don't have the general infatuation with Fairouz.. But this is one of the songs that really knock me off my feet.. If there is an OST for my life, this song is definitely there :)oh, and it's my first posted arabic lyrics


عندي ثقة فيك ..عندي أمل فيك ..و بيكفّي
شو بدك يعني أكتر بعد فيك؟
عندي حلم فيك ..عندي ولع فيك ..و بيكفّي
شو بدك إنه يعني موت فيك؟
والله راح موت فيك ..صدّق اذا فيك ..و بيكفي
شو بدك مني اذا متت فيك؟

معقول في أكتر ؟ أنا ما عندي أكتر
كل الجمل و يعني عم تنتهي فيك
عندي ثقة فيك و بيكفي

حبيتك متل ما حدا حب ولا بيوم راح بيحب
و انت شايفها عادية و مش بهالأهمية
بجرب ما بفهم شو علّقني بس فيك

بكتب شعر فيك ..بكتب نثر فيك ..و بيكفّي
شو ممكن أكتب بعد فيك؟

معقول في أكتر ؟ أنا ما عندي أكتر
ما كل الجمل يعني عم تنتهي فيك

تحكيني متل طفل صغير و هاملني كتير
لو شي مرة صبحية ..تفكر تتصل فيّ
قل لي شو ياللي بيعلقني بس فيك؟

عندي ثقة فيك ..عندي أمل فيك ..و بيكفّي
شو بدك يعني أكتر بعد فيك؟
عندي حلم فيك ..عندي ولع فيك ..و بيكفّي
شو بدك إنه يعني موت فيك؟
والله راح موت فيك ..صدّق اذا فيك ..و بيكفي
شو بدك مني اذا متت فيك؟

once more

...apparently she read the quote when I did, where I did, and -like me- she loved it.. So she had it tattooed.. Again a beautiful work of art.

...how convenient..

p.s.: you might as well replace baseball with Harleys, soccer, shisha, etc.