Pity.. (removed the post :P)

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I am content..


"Karma"!

Karma

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...is the concept of "action" or "deed" in Indian religions understood as that which causes the entire cycle of cause and effect.

Through the law of karma, the effects of all deeds actively create past, present, and future experiences, thus making one responsible for one's own life, and the pain and joy it brings to him/her and others.

... the tenet of the law of karma is essentially "if you do good things, good things will happen to you — if you do bad things, bad things will happen to you"

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So, "Everything's Eventual" fel akher.. The Universe, or Multiverse if you will, is constantly balanced, what goes around comes around and no bad deed goes unpunished...... at least eventually..

I once almost a year ago told someone "Life treats good people good, at least eventually", and he replied "I agree.. I just have trouble believing I am good people"

Well, maybe you are, maybe you're not.. Eventually, we'll know..


"All is for the best in this best of all possible worlds." ~Candide by Voltaire


Cheers,
N.

Just Because

My Secret: The answer to the question was satisfaction enough.. nothing couldve made it better for my female pride and ego.. I cant help but keep smiling.. *phew*

not a secret..

I tend to believe that life is EXTREMELY fair.. and this thought is suddenly very comforting :)

What goes around comes around.. if only one would know..


"oh what a tangled web we weave, when first we practice to deceive"

A secret I want to hear

If you want me..

One of the most beautiful things I've heard.. ever..
(http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BErXsF48G3Y)


Are you really here or am I dreaming
I can’t tell dreams from truth
for it’s been so long since I have seen you
I can hardly remember your face anymore

When I get really lonely
and the distance causes our silence
I think of you smiling
with pride in your eyes a lover that sighs

If you want me satisfy me, if you want me satisfy me
If you want me satisfy me, if you want me satisfy me

Are you really sure that you’d believe me
when others say I lie
I wonder if you could ever despise me
when you know I really try
to be a better one to satisfy you
For you're everything to me
and I’ll do what you ask me
if you’ll let me be, free

If you want me satisfy me, if you want me satisfy me
If you want me satisfy me, if you want me satisfy me
If you want me satisfy me, if you want me satisfy me

Translate my Thoughts

Some people have the ability of taking normal thoughts, bad thoughts, good thoughts, ugly thoughts, dark thoughts, and turning it into beautiful words.. My friend the Duke is one of them, and I cannot find more to say here.. He wrote the below a couple of months ago after a long talk I had with him about me wanting to "cut the umbilical cord that ties me to certain people in my life"... Enjoy! (except Duke probably :)) I love the turn of events at the end: "into another grip".. some people never learn!


I’ve thrown your umbilical noose around my neck
I built myself a little home inside your womb
Now I can’t breathe anymore
And if I cut it, I’ll just wither and die
At your door

Release Me
Unleash Me

I want to break free from your tender grip
I wish I can close my eyes and slip
Into the darkness
Far far away
From your tender grip

I’ve stabbed your heroine needle in my veins
You take me high and down again
The higher I climb, the harder I fall
And I crash and I crumble into million little pieces
At your door

Distill Me
Unbreak Me

I want to break away from your habit
I want to stand on the edge
And freefall into the darkness
Far far away
Into another tender grip…

oh, and by the way

A handful of sunshine :)

Money's just something you throw
Off the back of a train
Got a handful of lightening
A hat full of rain
And I know that I said
I'd never do it again
And I love you pretty baby but I always take the long way home

I put food on the table
And roof overhead
But I'd trade it all tomorrow
For The highway instead
Watch your back if I should tell you
Love's the only thing I've ever known
One thing for sure pretty baby I always take the long way home

You know I love you baby
More than the whole wide world
I'm your woman
You know you are my pearl
Let's go out past the party lights
We can finally be alone
Come with me and we can take the long way home
Come with me, together we can take the long way home
Come with me, together we can take the long way home