We are -by nature- threathened, insecure, wary of inconsistency.. and with you I always feel the need to be inconsistent.. because when I dont know what to expect, I dont know what to give... me.. a person who always knew what to expect, a person with so high expectations according to some.. or maybe just the wrong expectations, a parallel view.. So you confuse me, by your twisted manipulative ways that are unjustifiably cruelly un-straight-forward.
So I become inconsistent.. bipolar? No, I stopped.. I dont get angry, life is too short to spend it playing games.. not _your_ kind of games at any rate..
Once I put my mind to it, it became too easy to forget. So much so that now I am even unable to call it back to my memory when I want to. Then how can I remember the exact hour it was one year ago, and yet forget most of what's after? but yet, it's good to feel how bad it felt.
Remember remember.. Only this time, I did remember.
Relationships are overrated. Don't get me wrong, I am not in any way bitter. Allow me to rephrase then: the added-value of relationships is way too overrated!
Et puis?
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