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Love Supreme

Oh what are you really looking for?
Another partner in your life to abuse and to adore?
Is it lovey dovey stuff,
Do you need a bit of rough?
Get on your knees

Yeah turn down the love songs that you hear
'Cause you can't avoid the sentiment
That echoes in your ear
Saying love will stop the pain
Saying love will kill the fear

Do you believe
You must believe

When there's no love in town
This new century keeps bringing you down
All the places you have been
Trying to find a love supreme
A love supreme

Remember Remember

We are -by nature- threathened, insecure, wary of inconsistency.. and with you I always feel the need to be inconsistent.. because when I dont know what to expect, I dont know what to give... me.. a person who always knew what to expect, a person with so high expectations according to some.. or maybe just the wrong expectations, a parallel view.. So you confuse me, by your twisted manipulative ways that are unjustifiably cruelly un-straight-forward.

So I become inconsistent.. bipolar? No, I stopped.. I dont get angry, life is too short to spend it playing games.. not _your_ kind of games at any rate..


Once I put my mind to it, it became too easy to forget. So much so that now I am even unable to call it back to my memory when I want to. Then how can I remember the exact hour it was one year ago, and yet forget most of what's after? but yet, it's good to feel how bad it felt.


Remember remember.. Only this time, I did remember.



Relationships are overrated. Don't get me wrong, I am not in any way bitter. Allow me to rephrase then: the added-value of relationships is way too overrated!



Et puis?