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Self-diagnosed

So I've been diagnosed: Wanderlust..

Oh so thats whats wrong with me? What gives me the dreamy look whenever an old dream surfaces? this drifting, this dissatisfaction, this feeling that there must be more to it than this..

I called up my friend and asked him, "do you sometimes get the feeling that you're not doing what you should be doing, what you're destined to do?" he said a simple and direct no.. I was like "are you sure? It doesnt happen at all?" he repeated his answer and I said "ummm, well, it doesnt like happen to me like that but sort of.. you know, never mind" and I hang up (thinking "even you? but you, you're like _real_ you know! how come you dont feel it?")

Steve Jobs said "Stay hungry, stay foolish" to a graduating class as his advice for pursuing what they love.. but till when? when can i declare that it is time to move on, or it is time to settle..

one end in mind, many many routes to get there.. so far i've chosen the scenic path over the highway.. even when the scenery wasnt always pleasant.

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