My Alternative Reality

* how most words lost their meanings.. almost everything that could be said and done, has been said and done before. * how I became in...

I miss familiarity. Familiar faces. Familiar friends. Familiar feelings. Not routine. Just the comfort of not feeling alienated... even the...

why do people even bother to ask questions when they won't listen to the answers? 

this has been the longest period I remember where I have controlled what I really wanted to say, and instead shared the toned down filtered...

I miss bonding, connecting, talking. He says I talk a lot. Said so in several occasions, some pleasant and meant as a teasing joke and some...

You must remember this A kiss is just a kiss, a sigh is just a sigh. The fundamental things apply As time goes by.

I am forever holding my breath.. forever thinking I should be somewhere else, doing something else.. People my age did this, people my age ...

How could I have missed the Stephanie reference? or did I get it and pretend not to? I forgot. I miss in-betweens.

Things lose their meanings. I used to have a lot of fire and anger for my beliefs, now I do not fight as hard. Growing up or growing tired?...

It is very cruel in this city that is a mixture of Gotham city and Ankh-Morpork. People are cruel and they smell like a mixture of feet (t...

I am tormented annoyed by logical fallacies to no end. Since the day I learned about them at university, I decided that spotting (and avoid...

the first thing I noticed about her was her earrings. I really appreciate nice earrings, to the point that I believe they tell more about a...

I am haunted by fear of mediocrity. There is a thin line between being mediocre and being content, and I am haunted by the fear that I will...

I am tired. I am tired of caring and of not caring. I am tired of pretending to care and equally pretending to be apathetic. I am tired ...

Things I liked about Amman The houses - all built in white stone, no tall buildings. The plants and the roses. Almost all balconies had r...

زمن متجمد في ذاكرة الاشياء، غير أن الاشياء بلونها، بطعمها، برائحتها، بصوتها أو صمتها، تستفزه فيستيقظ، ولا يكتفي بأيقاظ صاحبه، بل يؤرقه حتى ي...

Depersonalization (or depersonalisation) is an anomaly of the mechanism by which an individual has self-awareness. It is a feeling of watchi...

Even now, years later, my heart skips a beat for the memory. I believe that parts of dead people's souls could recycle themselves in the...

لا أذكرُ .متى اكتشفتُ أن لي اسماً موسيقياً، يليق التوقيعُ به على قصائدَ موزونةٍ، ورفعُه في وجه أصدقاء لهم أسماءٌ عموميةٌ ولا يفهمون المعنى ا...

مُروجو الشائعات من أجل الرضا عن النفس عاشقو البانجو وجلسات الاعتراف الموتورون ضد الدولة منظروا الخيانات الزوجية الباحثون في أسماء جدودهم عن ...