My Alternative Reality

Things lose their meanings. I used to have a lot of fire and anger for my beliefs, now I do not fight as hard. Growing up or growing tired?...

It is very cruel in this city that is a mixture of Gotham city and Ankh-Morpork. People are cruel and they smell like a mixture of feet (t...

I am tormented annoyed by logical fallacies to no end. Since the day I learned about them at university, I decided that spotting (and avoid...

the first thing I noticed about her was her earrings. I really appreciate nice earrings, to the point that I believe they tell more about a...

I am haunted by fear of mediocrity. There is a thin line between being mediocre and being content, and I am haunted by the fear that I will...

I am tired. I am tired of caring and of not caring. I am tired of pretending to care and equally pretending to be apathetic. I am tired ...

Things I liked about Amman The houses - all built in white stone, no tall buildings. The plants and the roses. Almost all balconies had r...

زمن متجمد في ذاكرة الاشياء، غير أن الاشياء بلونها، بطعمها، برائحتها، بصوتها أو صمتها، تستفزه فيستيقظ، ولا يكتفي بأيقاظ صاحبه، بل يؤرقه حتى ي...

Depersonalization (or depersonalisation) is an anomaly of the mechanism by which an individual has self-awareness. It is a feeling of watchi...

Even now, years later, my heart skips a beat for the memory. I believe that parts of dead people's souls could recycle themselves in the...

لا أذكرُ .متى اكتشفتُ أن لي اسماً موسيقياً، يليق التوقيعُ به على قصائدَ موزونةٍ، ورفعُه في وجه أصدقاء لهم أسماءٌ عموميةٌ ولا يفهمون المعنى ا...

مُروجو الشائعات من أجل الرضا عن النفس عاشقو البانجو وجلسات الاعتراف الموتورون ضد الدولة منظروا الخيانات الزوجية الباحثون في أسماء جدودهم عن ...

This was actually the title of a paper I wrote in a film course in my last year in uni. I don't remember everything about it, but I reme...

"I’m not at peace anymore. I just want him like I used to in the old days. I want to be eating sandwiches with him. I want to be drinki...

we search for little proofs that the other(s) loved us. Small pieces of evidence that they cared when they said they did, and sometimes piec...

and it suddenly hit me that for several several weeks I have not remembered my weekly ritual of checking postsecret.

يمكن لو في بيني وبينك حكي.. كنا حكينا يمكن لو في بيني وبينك دمع.. كنا بكينا لو كان في طريق تودي شوي شوي كنا مشينا أو كان في شي درب يوصل بيني...

لما انت ناوي تغيب على طول مش كنت آخر مره تقول بالليل اسيب نفسي لهمي ولأفكاري افضل افكر فيك وانت ما انت داري

"When you can do good and you just don't, this is blasphemy." ~ The Companion.

Every time I take the first bite of zaatar w zeit (whether as mana'eesh or as a dip with bread), it takes me back years and years in the...