My Alternative Reality

But if I didn't say it, well I'd still have felt it where's the sense in that? ~ Dido, White Flag I actually go out of my way a ...

“Where you used to be, there is a hole in the world, which I find myself constantly walking around in the daytime, and falling in at night. ...

there is this phrase that keeps playing in my head... it starts with something like only time will tell (or it needs time or sthg similar), ...

I have a leatherbound notebook.. It was supposed to have lists of places I want to go, and things I want to do.. ... one page is full, the r...

PostSecret It has become a ritual: each Sunday, I check PostSecret, I save the postcard secrets that touch me (even if i dont relate to them...

(dont go making assumptions.. i just discovered this song and i love it.. it means nothing more) Yes indeed, I'm alone again. And here c...

Prologue The following is part of what a friend of mine wrote yesterday.. For once, I didnt feel the urge to fix or edit grammar and/or spel...

Screaming at the top of my lungs, but no sound coming out.. in a soundproof invisible bubble..

What else should I be All apologies What else could I write I don't have the right What else should I be All Apologies I wish I was like...

I wish I had enough words.

Amazing what people can say when no one but the universe is listening..

First things first.. I lost my work notebook.. if you have seen me work before then you know what this notebook means to me: EVERYTTHING.. I...

So, there goes.. I made a discovery: I am both much worse and much better than I thought I was.. I always thought I was better and worse tha...

... So the master said, "men are rubber bands, women are like waves" In men, it is the process of getting close, pulling away, an...

it's very very easy to suffocate me.. to make me feel trapped, consumed.. I suddenly feel shackled, not by people, but by life.. by circ...

I spend a lot of time worrying about the happy ending that I forget to enjoy the happy middle.. Once the ending was predetermined, and even ...

Always on the edge.. never falling off, never backing off.. hanging by a thin (yet strong) thread.. Any movement, any touch will make me fal...

I am a slow learner I eventually know ALL the answers, just when it's a little too late I am starting to go back to my old self, somethi...

Doubting the Benefit I love giving people the benefit of doubt.. not ALL people, but people who mean something to me. Having said that, I mu...

Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means s...